three times today

Today, I felt like something wrong cos he only talked to me three times which were to ask me something.
first, to ask me whether I can help to top up the credit of skype
second, to ask me to top up the credit for his friend who would help his thesis
third, to ask me to do a trial to ensure his website is woking

I did my best to come back in order to see him and to chat with him about what happened with each other....
it seems hard to make it

I think that's why I cried

to work in Germany seems not impossible but difficult

The feeling to work in Germany normally comes out regularly.
It has happened again these days and I also started to think about this question seriously.
I started to look for some information through BBS, Blog or some forums.
Normally, the information which I have got is usually difficult, but this time, the news seems better.
I found that it seems not impossible to get a job without a criteria that is be able to speak German fluently.
Some people still can get the job even though they can't speak English.
However, their advantage is that they have working permission because they are married.
I can't....