remember this moment

haven't post any article for a long time...
I ve met many things not only relationship but also career...
he is so honestly that he doesn't want me to visit him in Feb. cos he doesn't want to show me to his friend in order to avoid letting ppl know our relationship.
on the other hand, he said he misses me and wanna see me...
i miss him as well...
i have got promoted as an EAM now which is regular position.
finally.....i made it and wanna keeps it going on.....

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I have got the thoughts strong recently, that people don't have enough time to seek their true love as the age is getting old.
Consequently, it's so easy to be alone, and to feel lonely.
Maybe it's because people are getting busy in career and wanna spend time with friends so no time to get to know new person and for sure, hard to understand each other. It sounds quite sorrow actually.
Sometimes, I feel sorrow myself cos Alex and me can't work it out and I can't stay with him forever.
However, it's so hard for me to find another one who is like him, loving sports and backpackers.

戴佩妮＿愛瘋了

I will translate the lyrics into English 4 u someday
it totally can express my thinking in my deep heart.
不敢問　卻一直想問　你心裡藏著什麼人

不敢猜　卻一直想猜　若回去有沒有可能

我不夠完整　你給的從來不夠完整連

一個語氣都無法確認　這種缺乏是什麼象徵

不開燈　我不要開燈　我身邊容不下別的人

不鎖門　我不要鎖門　你回來是一種可能

我那麼的認真　去思考你對我的認真

過程是多麼傷人　而結論始終是疑問

我愛瘋了　我瘋到自己痛也不曉得

放棄了保護自己的責任　放棄了抵抗脆弱的天份

我不管了　我不管這傷口能不能癒合

選擇了你也許是錯的人　選擇包容了你的不安分

我尊重我的選擇　我想我瘋了 (請尊重我的選擇　我想我瘋了)

How to define whether he is the right guy?

Recently, somethin happened to my friend. There was a guy who has got feeling for her. Suddently, he told her that they don't match because of their social values are different. She doesn't understand because she says that he only talks to her a couple of times, how could he identify that they don't match with each other. Also, he wants to look for the girl whom he can marry, so he thinks about all the condition in terms on marriage. She feels sad cos she has started to like him but he has stopped into her. I am also wondering why he can be so critical that they don't match through a few chattings. I think people should spend a period of time to know each other otherwise, the comment is not precise. The thing which makes me feel sad most as well is that he stop to contact her and spend time in her. If you stop spending time in the one who u like, how can you get to know her more. I think Taiwanese guys are quite strange actually. For me, I won't say I wanna marry him or I wanna date with a guy based on marriage because I don't know him a lot. Anyway, I only can say it's destiny. Somehow, u need to find a right person in a right time, but most of them appear in the wrong time.

Life is getting complicated in workforce

I have got the feeling that life is getting more complicated no matter in relationship or workforce.
I have to admit that workforce is quite complicated if the relationship between colleagues as well as the element of competition implemented. I don't know why everyone is badly afraid that your colleague will take your performance away if the achievement is really done by you. Guess the reason is because team work exists in the most of the job functions now. Nobody can complete it alone, so there is chance to let ur team worker take your performance away. I think it is right that you should be aware of that kind of people surrounding you in ur work place but you shouldn't be over reacted on the other way around. I like to take challenge but I feel annoyed about this kind of fight in my work.

It's getting different

When I get up, you start to fall asleep.
During the whole day, I am busy in job.
After I off duty, I am reachable but you are not.
When I prepare to go to bed, you ask me when my plan is for today which is almost the end.
Our life is different and the overlap is getting less.
The tears which I drop until now can fill a dam...it's still dropping.
I love you...do you know how deep I love you?

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I found we hurt each other when we have an argument at that moment.
All the words we are using at that moment are sharp and harmful.
After that, I always regret all what I said to him.
I feel sorry about what I said to hurt him.
I don't know cos it makes me feel angry when he becomes impatient to me
Maybe it's because I think I did a lot for him but he is still not satisfied at what I did.
However, I love him so much
that's why I feel sad when I said something to hurt him.
but I also feel sad about his saying which is harmful,
I miss him a lot everyday and I am so scared that I am gonna lose him soon.