It is called fate

If we break up, I will have no complain.
Due to it is called fate that has no comments.

如果有一天我們分手了
那也是命
我不會有怨言

my 28-year-old birgthday

today is my 28th birthday which is also the first birthday in the UK.
I am quite happy to celebrate it with my best friends in Lufbra.
Actually, there are different feeling in my mind which are quite complicative.
Some of them are that I am getting older and the others are I am still have no future.
I don't know the decision of going abroad is right or not.
However, it is my dream which has been formed in my mind for many years.
I also miss tete so much.
I have been together with him to celebrate every birthday since we are together from 8 years age.
It is quite happy that I will go home next month.
Then, I can see my parents and tete.
for sure, I also can see many friends of mine.
anyway. happy birthday to myself, qqjj.

原來思念會讓人受不了

算一算
我來英國已經七個月了
以前也曾經會想家
可是最近不知道為什麼
好像有種快要滿出來的感覺
超級想回家
這幾天,得得去香港玩
剎那間,完全斷了音訊
連最科技的MSN或手機也連絡不上
讓我變得很頹廢
以前我也曾經頹廢過
只要我缺乏某種因子的時候
我就會變的頹廢
現在就是這樣
很想得得,可是卻不能怎樣
本來還可以靠聲音來減低思念的衝擊
現在連聲音的藥都缺貨
或許是我年紀大了
需要定下來了吧
可是我才27歲
再過幾天就是我的生日了
突然不想過生日
因為害怕年紀讓我跟外國同學有距離
第一次有這種抗拒感
好想回家喔
即使是窩在天天下雨,空氣很差的台北
我也願意
因為只要跟得得在一起
在哪都可以

walking in the snowing day

haha....
It is snowing again since yesterday.
I saw the exactly existence of snowflake.
I haven't walking in the snowing day until yesterday.
One of my friend will go back to Japan so we have a fareware party for him.
Although it was in the noon, it was still snowing.
It is puite special experience for me to walk in the snowing day.
Now, it is snowing again,.
To stay in the house and to listen the Norah Jonse, and watching the snow through the window.
It is happy, peaceful and a little lonely.
It would be better if tete stays with me in the UK.

If u see something unfair, would u come froward immediately?

I have heard about my friend who was got fired from a big company.
The reason is that she can't do her job well.
Everybody knows that is a trick what a shit comment.
She works very hard and she also work more than what she has to do.
However, she has got the rediculous results, just because she works too hard to stay there.
When she told me this bad news, I felt so surprised.
In the beginning, she was not used to her job, but with time passed, she has been getting better.
There are many issues which need us to think about it.
first one, why did she get fired???
The true reason is that one of her colleagues doesn't like her, because my friend threat her value.
Second, why does it easy to lay off a staff???
It is due to her boss is a idiot who likes to believe what otheres say.
Finally, do we need to work hard???
The answer is 'NO'. The reason is that u will threat others' value if u work hard. Then, u will be backstabbed eventually. This is also my real experience.

Long time ago, I was a senior high school student. I will come forward immediately when I had found my friend's who got some treatment unfair. However, I was betrayed from my friend after I help them to defense those things. After that, I just have got a feeling which is that, 'don't come forward in order to help others to defense the unfair things which are not relevant to me.'

It's so sad~~~because I have lost my orignal characteristics long~ long~ time ago.
I am sorry for my friend who has got somthing unfair.
Hope u can revenge it soon.