can we make it?

Carina
01:24

hi, how are you doing? I want to tell you something that is we may need to consider that we should look for the partner who can be aside with us, who can share the life experience together. I don't mean I don't love you, but I just think it seems hard to share the life with each other together. I love you, and I want to experience the life with you but it seems hard to make it. I just want to say, if you are seeing somebody, you should go for her instead of choosing me who can't be aside with you. I love you and miss you, darling



This might be the last SMS which I sent to Alex. It is so hard to say it cos I love him so much. He has become my first thing everyday. I always want to share with him about what happens everyday of me. However, I don't know when we can live together again. It might be after three months, six months, or one year, or maybe we won't live together anymore. It has become so difficult to live here aline everyday since he left. I love him.
Dear God, please help me to break through this obstacle. I beg you, God.