These days, I have had some happiness and some sorrow between Alexander and me.
The threat to lose him is getting more that causes me become abnormal as usual.
I almost feel sad everyday because I am afraid that I will lose him.
Meanwhile, I can feel he doesn't want to do me any favor to help me work in Germany. Consequently, I feel disappointed because I really want to go there. Obviously, there seems no future between us in spit of we love each other. I just want back to the original me instead of being a weird girl.
Actually, I should trust him more because he will leave me if he doesn't love me anymore.
So, why do I need to be a girl who doubts him a lot?
Ich lebe ihn immer mehr aber nur wenig futur.
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